♡ 9/19/23 Dream ♡
i dont remember much of my dream last night...but i do believe it was sweet.♡ i remember dressing up for prom.. (so silly. im in college.. and i only went to prom for 10 minutes and was too shy so i went home. it was a 2 hour drive. i stayed for 10 minutes.) ♡ but for some reason i knew in my dream tht i never went 2 prom irl 3 so i took advantage and went again... i dont remember what i said but i was thinking "i know im very shy but...it wouldnt hurt me if i went..."♡ i think i just really wanted to dress up ... i looked beautiful in the dream. I was wearing a long pink dress, it was glittery & pretty..♡ i also had alot of body glitter on..& lip gloss 2.♡ i curled my hair and even had glitter in my hair... i was very happy in the dream. i remember going and sitting down.. watching everyone dance around and giggle 2 one another.♡ i wasnt sad that i was lonely 3 i was very happy 4 some reason...sitting alone and admiring everyone... i know that im a very lonely girl. but. instead of weeping for once, i was happy that other people had someone...i think i was just admiring love. ♡ There was this guy in the dream. i dont know his name but i do remember his face. he was so smitten looking ♡ he had glasses and pale skin, freckles and ginger hair...but he had the biggest blue eyes ever..♡ he was a total loser. so i asked him if he wanted to dance. he said yes and was excited. ♡ & then i woke up. ♡
♡ i think the dream is telling me i need to stop being so anxious... i need to hav a little bit of fun and live life a tiny bit because all my fears r in my head.. i remember in my dream i smiled. i looked very beautiful. i think it means that im my prettiest when im happy... its not a vain kindof pretty...it was a 'angelic' kindof pretty.. i had a special sparkle that was sweet... i dont know..♡
hmmm...♡